Monday, December 22, 2008

**7 Things**

"7 Things"

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

why is the search 4 the perfect mate cause so much pain?










Subject:why is finding that 1 pearson can be such heartache???
Body:wHY IS IT THE ONES WE LOVE MOST ARE THE ONES THAT ALWAYS END UP HURTING US?

WHY IS IT WHEN U TRUELY LOVE SOMEONE, u cant find the words 2 make her realise how u feel?

Why is it When u let ur guard down& reveal ur true side, they take u 4 granted, and use you 4 all ur worth and then discard u like yesterdays newspaper???

heres a piece of advice 4 everyone, b4 u persue someone that u already have strong feelings 4, stop & think of how it might just ruin things 2 the point of no return

AND WHY IS IT THE ONE WE WANT 2 SPEND THE REST OF OUR LIVES WITH, DOESNT FEEL THE SAME WAY??? DO U KNOW HOW MUCH HEARTACHE THAT IS???(ITS UNFUCKING BAREABLE)

SO B4 YOU GO OUT AND GIVE LOVE A TRY MAKE SURE THE PEARSON UR TRYING IT WITH IS ON THE SAME PAGE, CUZ IF NOT, THEN WHAT WAS ONSE A THING OF BEAUTY CAN BE SOMETHING U CAN't EVEN RECOGNISE ANYMORE
not that i have had this kind of trouble recently, but its a question thats always running through my head@ random times, if i knew the answer id be married as well as rich! But somethings are just better left unanswered i guess!! if anyone does have the answer id love 2 hear it!

Taking Chances - Celine Dion



Don't know much about your life.

Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?


What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world.

i’m so in love with you

i want to play the strings of your heart God
come play the strings of mine
i want to sing straight to your heart God
come sing straight to mine
you have my heart
Lord you have my heart
and i am searching for yours
Lord you have my thoughts
and i am searching for yours
Lord you have my song
and i am searching for yours


[love song to God]
{misty edwards}

tiffany jo

**Crazy/Beautiful**

Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere,
Not like I care 'cause I have got used to it,
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back,
Then I forget 'cause I've grown immune to it,
Go figure it.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

She leaves the ashtray on the bed,
She don't censor any thoughts inside her head,
She just has to get them out,
Can't shut her mouth.
She's like a song that's in my brain,
But every other lyric says my name,
And I just can't turn it off,
Can't get enough.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage and a head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

Sometimes something that is not perfect ends up being what you want,
Sometimes she lets me into places where her demons come to haunt.

She's like an angel that's corrupted and I'm hanging on to her...

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

(She's got a) Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed,
Don't regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

My Productive Sunday!

What a day! I woke up, went to work, washed my car, went tanning, did 30 minutes of pilates, cooked spaghetti for Thuy and now I'm organizing my notes for my final. Damn, I should clone myself....I was sooooo productive, I tell ya!

I'm so much better now. I finally got myself together, and now I'm questioning, was it worth the price or not? I guess if anything is meant it will be, and things happen for a reason so I'm pretty much done. I'm more focused on completing what's more important.

Preston starts school in 3 weeks. I know he's so ready for it so I'm not even stressed at all over it. Usually I'm a worry-wart, and I'll stress myself over every little thing, but I learned to have a little faith that things will always find a way to work itself out. 

I was mapping out my own degree plan so if I follow through the plan I will finish the M.S. program in exactly 2 1/2 years. That seems so long!!! I hate school already! haha Anyways, gotta go to bed! Ta Ta! :)

**Survey**

105 Facts About Me


1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?Nope More Like Promise Ring


2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 2 Years


3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?My Birthday Present From My Mom


4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? Yes All The Damn Time


5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?I Don't Know


6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?Clothes


7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?Crackers


8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?I Am A Lesbian


9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?Dangerously In Love


10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?Manhattan,KS


11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:Nope


12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:Yes


13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:Hollister


14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:Long Jonh Silver's


15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?Nope


16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:Nope


17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:My Cousins


18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:Tish**


19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:Just A Min Ago


20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:Toco Bell


21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:I Wont Ever Do It Agian** LOL What The Fuck Ever


23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?Anywhere We Decide To Go


24. CAN YOU COOK?Yes


25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:96 Grand Dam


26. BEST KISSER:I Dont Know


27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:Last Night I Think


28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:Tuna


29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:My Eyes


30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:Everything Else


32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:4 to 11


33. FAVORITE MOVIE?The Notebook


34. CAN YOU SING?I Dont Know


35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?Nickelback


36. LAST KISS?*******


37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:Dan In Real Life


38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:Mi Cell Phone


39. FAVORITE vacation spot?Dont Know


43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:Lap Top


44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:Kat Williams


45. DO YOU SMOKE?yes


46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?With


47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:Gavin


48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?They Can If You Let Them


49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?One


50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?Both


51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:Yes


52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?I Dont Eat Eggs


53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:IDK


54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:Shelbie


55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:Shelbie


56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:Its Still Cold LOL


58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:2


59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:Clothes


60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:I Am In Love With You


61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:Grape


62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:Yes A Lil


63. CAN YOU SWIM?Yes


64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:Vannila


65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?Nope


66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:I Aint Fake


68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:Nope


69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?Fall


70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?IDK


71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?Like 7


72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:Snow


73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:I Aint Ever Had A Ticket


75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:Smoky


76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:Overrated


77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??Dont Know


78. BIRTHDATE?March 2,1990


79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:Physical Therpist


85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:Yes


87. ARE YOU SMILING?:Nope


89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?Yes


90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?Canada


92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:Nope


93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:Yes


94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?Keegan


95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:Dont Have One


96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:Nope I Dont Go


97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:Nope


98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:Nope


99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTERYes Two


100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:Yes


101. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:Nope


102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?Nope


103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?Yes


104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?Nope


105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?IDK