from sad&broken 2 on top of the world

Sometimes u think u find the perfect girl....sometimes u find that same girl 3 times in 6 years, & u think god its finally gonna work out, & shes into u and u move her out 2 a nice part of town pay the rent, take care of her, straiten urself out, and just change ur whole life 4 that pearson...then it doesnt work out, but u still care so much about her that it hurts in the pit of ur heart(& doesnt go away 4 a bit) so u try everything u can from trying 2 win her back, trying 2 remind her of all the things u did 4 her (like protect her from her stalker x bo, who smacked her across the face & i ended up fighting) the fact is u would think that would at least buy a lifetime friendship i mean i went all out 4 her right, even brawlin fools(i hadnt fought in years) but it doesnt she ends hating u more.....the fact is if its not ment 2 be then its not ment 2 be, doesnt mean we wont cross paths in da future, but 4 the time being shes gone, THE LESSON BOYS & GIRLS life is 2 short 2 just worry about what u lost or what could have been, everyone has a destiny! a path, EVERYTHING HAPPENS 4 A REASON...4 EXAMPLE THE 3 MONTHS AFTER WE BROKE UP...WELL LETS JUST SAY IM VERY WELL OFF...WORK PICKED UP!! THE RIGHT PEOPLE NOTICED! AND I SLOWLY STARTED GETTING MY CONFIDENCE BACK, the way i look @ it now is its her loss dude! shes not gonna find a guy like me, 2 spoil her, love, run around protecting her, being so very faithfull, not trippin when she goes out with her girls, i came 2 find out those are qualitys girls look 4 in a guy(not 2 mention im amazing in bed,& my size, not trying 2 brag but ive been told many a times) not braggin really=) so fuck her (no hard feelings tho) its funny how she just pushed me away tho,i think i deserved better, but then again that girl will come by & shes going 2 be soooo taken care of, in every way u can think of, and i know this 4 a fact cuz im just the type of guy 2 do it once i find that girl that is truly down 4 me, not down 4 me while she gets over her man, down 4 me throgh good times & bad! (not that i will have much bad times in my future, but life is crazy) so no more tearz, no more broken nites, no more feelin sorry, no more wondering why, some people are very selfish & u cannot change that, but dont let that ruin it 4 everyonelse! cuz then one day u run intosomeone like me, who opens up there heart & world 4 you! and expects nothing in return but honesty & respect,& MOST IMPORTANT FRIENDSHIP! I WILL FIND MY GURL ONE DAY....IT IS GOING 2 BE SOONER THEN LATER...CUZ I FINALLY AM PAID I ON MY OWN COMPANY, HOUSE,CONDO,BOUT 2 GET INTO SOME SIC ASS RIDE(S) THINGS ARE JUST BEGINING @30 ONCE ONE DOOR CLOSES ANOTHER ONE OPENS UP! LIVE BY THOSE WORDS PEOPLE.