Monday, December 22, 2008

**7 Things**

"7 Things"

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

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why is the search 4 the perfect mate cause so much pain?










Subject:why is finding that 1 pearson can be such heartache???
Body:wHY IS IT THE ONES WE LOVE MOST ARE THE ONES THAT ALWAYS END UP HURTING US?

WHY IS IT WHEN U TRUELY LOVE SOMEONE, u cant find the words 2 make her realise how u feel?

Why is it When u let ur guard down& reveal ur true side, they take u 4 granted, and use you 4 all ur worth and then discard u like yesterdays newspaper???

heres a piece of advice 4 everyone, b4 u persue someone that u already have strong feelings 4, stop & think of how it might just ruin things 2 the point of no return

AND WHY IS IT THE ONE WE WANT 2 SPEND THE REST OF OUR LIVES WITH, DOESNT FEEL THE SAME WAY??? DO U KNOW HOW MUCH HEARTACHE THAT IS???(ITS UNFUCKING BAREABLE)

SO B4 YOU GO OUT AND GIVE LOVE A TRY MAKE SURE THE PEARSON UR TRYING IT WITH IS ON THE SAME PAGE, CUZ IF NOT, THEN WHAT WAS ONSE A THING OF BEAUTY CAN BE SOMETHING U CAN't EVEN RECOGNISE ANYMORE
not that i have had this kind of trouble recently, but its a question thats always running through my head@ random times, if i knew the answer id be married as well as rich! But somethings are just better left unanswered i guess!! if anyone does have the answer id love 2 hear it!
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Taking Chances - Celine Dion



Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world.
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i’m so in love with you

i want to play the strings of your heart God
come play the strings of mine
i want to sing straight to your heart God
come sing straight to mine
you have my heart
Lord you have my heart
and i am searching for yours
Lord you have my thoughts
and i am searching for yours
Lord you have my song
and i am searching for yours


[love song to God]
{misty edwards}

tiffany jo

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**Crazy/Beautiful**

Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere,
Not like I care 'cause I have got used to it,
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back,
Then I forget 'cause I've grown immune to it,
Go figure it.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

She leaves the ashtray on the bed,
She don't censor any thoughts inside her head,
She just has to get them out,
Can't shut her mouth.
She's like a song that's in my brain,
But every other lyric says my name,
And I just can't turn it off,
Can't get enough.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage and a head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

Sometimes something that is not perfect ends up being what you want,
Sometimes she lets me into places where her demons come to haunt.

She's like an angel that's corrupted and I'm hanging on to her...

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

(She's got a) Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed,
Don't regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

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My Productive Sunday!

What a day! I woke up, went to work, washed my car, went tanning, did 30 minutes of pilates, cooked spaghetti for Thuy and now I'm organizing my notes for my final. Damn, I should clone myself....I was sooooo productive, I tell ya!

I'm so much better now. I finally got myself together, and now I'm questioning, was it worth the price or not? I guess if anything is meant it will be, and things happen for a reason so I'm pretty much done. I'm more focused on completing what's more important.

Preston starts school in 3 weeks. I know he's so ready for it so I'm not even stressed at all over it. Usually I'm a worry-wart, and I'll stress myself over every little thing, but I learned to have a little faith that things will always find a way to work itself out. 

I was mapping out my own degree plan so if I follow through the plan I will finish the M.S. program in exactly 2 1/2 years. That seems so long!!! I hate school already! haha Anyways, gotta go to bed! Ta Ta! :)

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**Survey**

105 Facts About Me


1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?Nope More Like Promise Ring


2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 2 Years


3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?My Birthday Present From My Mom


4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? Yes All The Damn Time


5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?I Don't Know


6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?Clothes


7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?Crackers


8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?I Am A Lesbian


9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?Dangerously In Love


10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?Manhattan,KS


11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:Nope


12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:Yes


13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:Hollister


14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:Long Jonh Silver's


15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?Nope


16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:Nope


17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:My Cousins


18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:Tish**


19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:Just A Min Ago


20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:Toco Bell


21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:I Wont Ever Do It Agian** LOL What The Fuck Ever


23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?Anywhere We Decide To Go


24. CAN YOU COOK?Yes


25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:96 Grand Dam


26. BEST KISSER:I Dont Know


27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:Last Night I Think


28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:Tuna


29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:My Eyes


30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:Everything Else


32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:4 to 11


33. FAVORITE MOVIE?The Notebook


34. CAN YOU SING?I Dont Know


35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?Nickelback


36. LAST KISS?*******


37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:Dan In Real Life


38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:Mi Cell Phone


39. FAVORITE vacation spot?Dont Know


43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:Lap Top


44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:Kat Williams


45. DO YOU SMOKE?yes


46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?With


47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:Gavin


48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?They Can If You Let Them


49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?One


50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?Both


51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:Yes


52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?I Dont Eat Eggs


53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:IDK


54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:Shelbie


55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:Shelbie


56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:Its Still Cold LOL


58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:2


59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:Clothes


60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:I Am In Love With You


61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:Grape


62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:Yes A Lil


63. CAN YOU SWIM?Yes


64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:Vannila


65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?Nope


66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:I Aint Fake


68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:Nope


69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?Fall


70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?IDK


71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?Like 7


72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:Snow


73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:I Aint Ever Had A Ticket


75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:Smoky


76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:Overrated


77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??Dont Know


78. BIRTHDATE?March 2,1990


79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:Physical Therpist


85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:Yes


87. ARE YOU SMILING?:Nope


89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?Yes


90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?Canada


92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:Nope


93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:Yes


94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?Keegan


95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:Dont Have One


96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:Nope I Dont Go


97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:Nope


98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:Nope


99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTERYes Two


100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:Yes


101. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:Nope


102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?Nope


103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?Yes


104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?Nope


105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?IDK


 

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**About Me**

**Mi Name Is Kayla**


**I Am 18 Will Be 19 March 2,2009**


**I Am Single But Talking To This Amazing Girl She's A Sweetheart**


**I Have 2 Sisters**


(Amber & Amanda)


**I Have 1 Brother**


(Josh)


**I Am The Youngest Of Three**


**I Just Moved To Manhattan,Kansas**


**I Miss My Family More Than Anything**


**My Best Friend Is Tish.. She Is The Bestest Friend I Could Ever Ask For**


**I Have A Great Personality Ever**


**I Am Down To Earth I Will Tell You What I Think About You**


**& Thats About All I Can Think About**


*<3Thanks,Kayla<3*


 

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i’m so in love with you

i want to play the strings of your heart God
come play the strings of mine
i want to sing straight to your heart God
come sing straight to mine
you have my heart
Lord you have my heart
and i am searching for yours
Lord you have my thoughts
and i am searching for yours
Lord you have my song
and i am searching for yours


[love song to God]
{misty edwards}

tiffany jo

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**About Me**

**Mi Name Is Kayla**


**I Am 18 Will Be 19 March 2,2009**


**I Am Single But Talking To This Amazing Girl She's A Sweetheart**


**I Have 2 Sisters**


(Amber & Amanda)


**I Have 1 Brother**


(Josh)


**I Am The Youngest Of Three**


**I Just Moved To Manhattan,Kansas**


**I Miss My Family More Than Anything**


**My Best Friend Is Tish.. She Is The Bestest Friend I Could Ever Ask For**


**I Have A Great Personality Ever**


**I Am Down To Earth I Will Tell You What I Think About You**


**& Thats About All I Can Think About**


*<3Thanks,Kayla<3*


 

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My Productive Sunday!

What a day! I woke up, went to work, washed my car, went tanning, did 30 minutes of pilates, cooked spaghetti for Thuy and now I'm organizing my notes for my final. Damn, I should clone myself....I was sooooo productive, I tell ya!

I'm so much better now. I finally got myself together, and now I'm questioning, was it worth the price or not? I guess if anything is meant it will be, and things happen for a reason so I'm pretty much done. I'm more focused on completing what's more important.

Preston starts school in 3 weeks. I know he's so ready for it so I'm not even stressed at all over it. Usually I'm a worry-wart, and I'll stress myself over every little thing, but I learned to have a little faith that things will always find a way to work itself out. 

I was mapping out my own degree plan so if I follow through the plan I will finish the M.S. program in exactly 2 1/2 years. That seems so long!!! I hate school already! haha Anyways, gotta go to bed! Ta Ta! :)

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from sad&broken 2 on top of the world

Sometimes u think u find the perfect girl....sometimes u find that same girl 3 times in 6 years, & u think god its finally gonna work out, & shes into u and u move her out 2 a nice part of town pay the rent, take care of her, straiten urself out, and just change ur whole life 4 that pearson...then it doesnt work out, but u still care so much about her that it hurts in the pit of ur heart(& doesnt go away 4 a bit) so u try everything u can from trying 2 win her back, trying 2 remind her of all the things u did 4 her (like protect her from her stalker x bo, who smacked her across the face & i ended up fighting) the fact is u would think that would at least buy a lifetime friendship i mean i went all out 4 her right, even brawlin fools(i hadnt fought in years) but it doesnt she ends hating u more.....the fact is if its not ment 2 be then its not ment 2 be, doesnt mean we wont cross paths in da future, but 4 the time being shes gone, THE LESSON BOYS & GIRLS life is 2 short 2 just worry about what u lost or what could have been, everyone has a destiny! a path, EVERYTHING HAPPENS 4 A REASON...4 EXAMPLE THE 3 MONTHS AFTER WE BROKE UP...WELL LETS JUST SAY IM VERY WELL OFF...WORK PICKED UP!! THE RIGHT PEOPLE NOTICED! AND I SLOWLY STARTED GETTING MY CONFIDENCE BACK, the way i look @ it now is its her loss dude! shes not gonna find a guy like me, 2 spoil her, love, run around protecting her, being so very faithfull, not trippin when she goes out with her girls, i came 2 find out those are qualitys girls look 4 in a guy(not 2 mention im amazing in bed,& my size, not trying 2 brag but ive been told many a times) not braggin really=) so fuck her (no hard feelings tho) its funny how she just pushed me away tho,i think i deserved better, but then again that girl will come by & shes going 2 be soooo taken care of, in every way u can think of, and i know this 4 a fact cuz im just the type of guy 2 do it once i find that girl that is truly down 4 me, not down 4 me while she gets over her man, down 4 me throgh good times & bad! (not that i will have much bad times in my future, but life is crazy) so no more tearz, no more broken nites, no more feelin sorry, no more wondering why, some people are very selfish & u cannot change that, but dont let that ruin it 4 everyonelse! cuz then one day u run intosomeone like me, who opens up there heart & world 4 you! and expects nothing in return but honesty & respect,& MOST IMPORTANT FRIENDSHIP! I WILL FIND MY GURL ONE DAY....IT IS GOING 2 BE SOONER THEN LATER...CUZ I FINALLY AM PAID I ON MY OWN COMPANY, HOUSE,CONDO,BOUT 2 GET INTO SOME SIC ASS RIDE(S) THINGS ARE JUST BEGINING @30 ONCE ONE DOOR CLOSES ANOTHER ONE OPENS UP! LIVE BY THOSE WORDS PEOPLE.

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I Miss You**

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold utopian dream


You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you?

I see your picture
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know that I care
And I miss you


 

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My Boys

Wow where to start??First and formost its not easy being a single mom.But as hard as it may have been the ups and downs I would never change a thing. When you have kids you do your best to teach them right from wrong.And hope along the way they have listened even though at times they could of found better things to do than listen to one of moms speels.


 My gold has always been to make sure they turned out better than I did.That they surpass me in their accomplishments.Although I knew Ray would without a second thought he would do so.I was worried his brother would give me a run for my money.He is hard headed and stubbern.Nothing like me...lol... And has always had problems controling himself.Just when I thought it couldnt get any worse....boom it did.We all took it hard when his brother left for the Navy but he took it the hatrdest.Even though he would rather pull his teeth out than admit he was missing his brother.He was getting in trouble in school and I dont mean just detentions and those things he was suspened so many times I lost count.No matter what we did to try and help him to figure out what was going on the more he pushed away.And all the while of course I blamed myself.Thinking I must of done something wrong.


  Well its a new year and we changed his school to be in a better envirement hopeing it would help and we started therapy.And then all of the sudden his additude changed he was happier even lost wieght.Hes talking to his brother now and hes soooo looking forward to our trip to VA for xmas to be with his brother.


Damian has never been one to share his feelings but little by little hes starting to and hes just doing so much better in every area.Im so proud.hes gone for just about straight F's to as of now has only 1 D.Which will change once he turns in some extra work.That in itslef is crazy Damian do extra work.Hell he didnt want to do class or homework before.Now hes busting his ass and getting it done.


 Ray omg what can I say.Hes only been in the Navy one year and hes already an e4.He was moved on the ship to work on the bridge with the captian and the officers.They are just no words.Hes doing it.Hes done it and this is just the start.Hes making more money than alot of people I know and hes only 19.Way to go Ray!! Of course he has asshole to deal with there but I told him ignore them they are just jealous.They are below him and older and cant stand it.But at the same time they dont want to do what needs to be done to more up.


 Ray has always been an old soul.But man how he has changed sence being there.Hes a man.My god a man.A good man.And he will always have good things come to him.We dont get to talk much only when they go in port.And everytime he sounds more and more grown.So responsable.They are no words to discribe how I feel.Its unbelievable that at 15 when I was pregnat I had to hear shes too young that child is not gonna get what it needs.How can she raise a child when she's one herself.Well all I can say is HA!!!! My son couldnt of come out any better if I was married or a older.and what is thier excuse for there kids being drunks or on drugs and just plans troulbe makers. Just because your older doent mean you know it all or better.I may not have finished high school I may have gotten pregnat at 15 but my god I did 2 things right....MY BOYS!!!! And no one can say otherwise.I am so proud of both of them .And I can feel good about knowing when Im no longer here they will be just fine.


Mommy loves you and I'm  so very proud!!!!

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**7 Things**

"7 Things"

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

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My Productive Sunday!

What a day! I woke up, went to work, washed my car, went tanning, did 30 minutes of pilates, cooked spaghetti for Thuy and now I'm organizing my notes for my final. Damn, I should clone myself....I was sooooo productive, I tell ya!

I'm so much better now. I finally got myself together, and now I'm questioning, was it worth the price or not? I guess if anything is meant it will be, and things happen for a reason so I'm pretty much done. I'm more focused on completing what's more important.

Preston starts school in 3 weeks. I know he's so ready for it so I'm not even stressed at all over it. Usually I'm a worry-wart, and I'll stress myself over every little thing, but I learned to have a little faith that things will always find a way to work itself out. 

I was mapping out my own degree plan so if I follow through the plan I will finish the M.S. program in exactly 2 1/2 years. That seems so long!!! I hate school already! haha Anyways, gotta go to bed! Ta Ta! :)

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why is the search 4 the perfect mate cause so much pain?










Subject:why is finding that 1 pearson can be such heartache???
Body:wHY IS IT THE ONES WE LOVE MOST ARE THE ONES THAT ALWAYS END UP HURTING US?

WHY IS IT WHEN U TRUELY LOVE SOMEONE, u cant find the words 2 make her realise how u feel?

Why is it When u let ur guard down& reveal ur true side, they take u 4 granted, and use you 4 all ur worth and then discard u like yesterdays newspaper???

heres a piece of advice 4 everyone, b4 u persue someone that u already have strong feelings 4, stop & think of how it might just ruin things 2 the point of no return

AND WHY IS IT THE ONE WE WANT 2 SPEND THE REST OF OUR LIVES WITH, DOESNT FEEL THE SAME WAY??? DO U KNOW HOW MUCH HEARTACHE THAT IS???(ITS UNFUCKING BAREABLE)

SO B4 YOU GO OUT AND GIVE LOVE A TRY MAKE SURE THE PEARSON UR TRYING IT WITH IS ON THE SAME PAGE, CUZ IF NOT, THEN WHAT WAS ONSE A THING OF BEAUTY CAN BE SOMETHING U CAN't EVEN RECOGNISE ANYMORE
not that i have had this kind of trouble recently, but its a question thats always running through my head@ random times, if i knew the answer id be married as well as rich! But somethings are just better left unanswered i guess!! if anyone does have the answer id love 2 hear it!
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My baby becomming a man!!

Well as most of you know my son graduated high school in May and left to be in the Navy in Sept.Well he has just finished bootcamp and kicked ass...lol...I am so proud of him more than I could ever say.He is being allowed to come home for Christmas...YEAH!!!!!! I cant wait.Ive missed him so much.I know its only been 3 months but you know its like being married for 18 years and then one day thats it....they are gone.It took awhile to get used to him not being at home.It was even harder the first month or so cause he wasnt able to call OR write home.And when you are as close to someone like we are its hard.His younger brother took it really hard as well(like he'd ever admit it..lol)but it showed in his additude and school.Hell even his cat had issuses..lmao started losing her hair was grochie..more then normal.But you know something in the end it was something we all had to go through.And knowing hes making a life for himself..a damn good one at that It makes it a little easier.And he is taking such pride in being in the service That I see him doing this for a long time comming.Some of us take longer to find and do something we love and take pride in ....hell some of us never find it and for him to figure out what he wants and where he wants to go and be in life at 18 is a blessing.We can just stand by and support him in what he does and pray that he will be kept safe and will always come home.


 


 So baby if your reading this I LOVE YOU And am VERY PROUD of YOU!!!!! See you soon

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**Crazy/Beautiful**

Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere,
Not like I care 'cause I have got used to it,
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back,
Then I forget 'cause I've grown immune to it,
Go figure it.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

She leaves the ashtray on the bed,
She don't censor any thoughts inside her head,
She just has to get them out,
Can't shut her mouth.
She's like a song that's in my brain,
But every other lyric says my name,
And I just can't turn it off,
Can't get enough.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage and a head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

Sometimes something that is not perfect ends up being what you want,
Sometimes she lets me into places where her demons come to haunt.

She's like an angel that's corrupted and I'm hanging on to her...

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

(She's got a) Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed,
Don't regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

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**Survey**

105 Facts About Me


1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?Nope More Like Promise Ring


2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 2 Years


3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?My Birthday Present From My Mom


4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? Yes All The Damn Time


5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?I Don't Know


6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?Clothes


7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?Crackers


8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?I Am A Lesbian


9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?Dangerously In Love


10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?Manhattan,KS


11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:Nope


12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:Yes


13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:Hollister


14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:Long Jonh Silver's


15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?Nope


16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:Nope


17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:My Cousins


18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:Tish**


19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:Just A Min Ago


20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:Toco Bell


21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:I Wont Ever Do It Agian** LOL What The Fuck Ever


23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?Anywhere We Decide To Go


24. CAN YOU COOK?Yes


25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:96 Grand Dam


26. BEST KISSER:I Dont Know


27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:Last Night I Think


28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:Tuna


29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:My Eyes


30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:Everything Else


32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:4 to 11


33. FAVORITE MOVIE?The Notebook


34. CAN YOU SING?I Dont Know


35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?Nickelback


36. LAST KISS?*******


37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:Dan In Real Life


38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:Mi Cell Phone


39. FAVORITE vacation spot?Dont Know


43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:Lap Top


44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:Kat Williams


45. DO YOU SMOKE?yes


46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?With


47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:Gavin


48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?They Can If You Let Them


49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?One


50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?Both


51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:Yes


52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?I Dont Eat Eggs


53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:IDK


54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:Shelbie


55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:Shelbie


56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:Its Still Cold LOL


58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:2


59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:Clothes


60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:I Am In Love With You


61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:Grape


62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:Yes A Lil


63. CAN YOU SWIM?Yes


64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:Vannila


65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?Nope


66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:I Aint Fake


68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:Nope


69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?Fall


70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?IDK


71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?Like 7


72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:Snow


73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:I Aint Ever Had A Ticket


75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:Smoky


76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:Overrated


77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??Dont Know


78. BIRTHDATE?March 2,1990


79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:Physical Therpist


85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:Yes


87. ARE YOU SMILING?:Nope


89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?Yes


90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?Canada


92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:Nope


93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:Yes


94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?Keegan


95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:Dont Have One


96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:Nope I Dont Go


97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:Nope


98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:Nope


99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTERYes Two


100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:Yes


101. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:Nope


102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?Nope


103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?Yes


104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?Nope


105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?IDK


 

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**About Me**

**Mi Name Is Kayla**


**I Am 18 Will Be 19 March 2,2009**


**I Am Single But Talking To This Amazing Girl She's A Sweetheart**


**I Have 2 Sisters**


(Amber & Amanda)


**I Have 1 Brother**


(Josh)


**I Am The Youngest Of Three**


**I Just Moved To Manhattan,Kansas**


**I Miss My Family More Than Anything**


**My Best Friend Is Tish.. She Is The Bestest Friend I Could Ever Ask For**


**I Have A Great Personality Ever**


**I Am Down To Earth I Will Tell You What I Think About You**


**& Thats About All I Can Think About**


*<3Thanks,Kayla<3*


 

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My baby becomming a man!!

Well as most of you know my son graduated high school in May and left to be in the Navy in Sept.Well he has just finished bootcamp and kicked ass...lol...I am so proud of him more than I could ever say.He is being allowed to come home for Christmas...YEAH!!!!!! I cant wait.Ive missed him so much.I know its only been 3 months but you know its like being married for 18 years and then one day thats it....they are gone.It took awhile to get used to him not being at home.It was even harder the first month or so cause he wasnt able to call OR write home.And when you are as close to someone like we are its hard.His younger brother took it really hard as well(like he'd ever admit it..lol)but it showed in his additude and school.Hell even his cat had issuses..lmao started losing her hair was grochie..more then normal.But you know something in the end it was something we all had to go through.And knowing hes making a life for himself..a damn good one at that It makes it a little easier.And he is taking such pride in being in the service That I see him doing this for a long time comming.Some of us take longer to find and do something we love and take pride in ....hell some of us never find it and for him to figure out what he wants and where he wants to go and be in life at 18 is a blessing.We can just stand by and support him in what he does and pray that he will be kept safe and will always come home.


 


 So baby if your reading this I LOVE YOU And am VERY PROUD of YOU!!!!! See you soon

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Vampires

My thoughts on Vampires...were they live,how they work and where they eat.


 Ok I know I have too much time to think and this has always been on my mind.Why dont we ever hear about vampires anymore?Weather it be an attack or sighting.First off with so many people into different fitish things it hard to tell real vampires from wanna bees.So even if real ones have been seen no one gives it any  thought about it.


 Now as for where they live.In this day and age they can live anywhere.With the the new things these days to block the sun for all we know they are a neighbor you never see during the day.They could be living on south beach in a high rise and hang out at night.The choses for them are endless.


 As for jobs...with all the rave clubs and fitish parties they have no problems getting work.But what of the ones that are more low key.Ive figured that one out too.Hospitals.Thats right.Working in a hospital  serves as a bonus.They can eat there too.Ever wonder why they only come and take blood from you in the middle of the night.And that they always take wayyyyy more than what they need?And whan they do take it they dont even need to turn a light on to see what they are doing.Uh ha Your starting to say to yourself it makes sense right?I know.....One time I was in the hospital and I was joking around with the guy taking my blood and told him my thoughts on it...well he laughed(kind of) then changed the subject.Making me thing uh oh maybe I shouldnt of said anything.lol But its true.and its always someone different that comes for blood.So hey they work make a living and get to eat at the same time.


  Sure they could find just about anyone to drink from because there are people out there that like that.But where else are you gonna get paid and all the blood you can drink for free??


 So call me crazy,silly or just plan lost my mind.They want you to think that otherwise their secret would be out.But next time your in the hospital over night take notice to what I have said and see for yourself. 


 

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My Boys

Wow where to start??First and formost its not easy being a single mom.But as hard as it may have been the ups and downs I would never change a thing. When you have kids you do your best to teach them right from wrong.And hope along the way they have listened even though at times they could of found better things to do than listen to one of moms speels.


 My gold has always been to make sure they turned out better than I did.That they surpass me in their accomplishments.Although I knew Ray would without a second thought he would do so.I was worried his brother would give me a run for my money.He is hard headed and stubbern.Nothing like me...lol... And has always had problems controling himself.Just when I thought it couldnt get any worse....boom it did.We all took it hard when his brother left for the Navy but he took it the hatrdest.Even though he would rather pull his teeth out than admit he was missing his brother.He was getting in trouble in school and I dont mean just detentions and those things he was suspened so many times I lost count.No matter what we did to try and help him to figure out what was going on the more he pushed away.And all the while of course I blamed myself.Thinking I must of done something wrong.


  Well its a new year and we changed his school to be in a better envirement hopeing it would help and we started therapy.And then all of the sudden his additude changed he was happier even lost wieght.Hes talking to his brother now and hes soooo looking forward to our trip to VA for xmas to be with his brother.


Damian has never been one to share his feelings but little by little hes starting to and hes just doing so much better in every area.Im so proud.hes gone for just about straight F's to as of now has only 1 D.Which will change once he turns in some extra work.That in itslef is crazy Damian do extra work.Hell he didnt want to do class or homework before.Now hes busting his ass and getting it done.


 Ray omg what can I say.Hes only been in the Navy one year and hes already an e4.He was moved on the ship to work on the bridge with the captian and the officers.They are just no words.Hes doing it.Hes done it and this is just the start.Hes making more money than alot of people I know and hes only 19.Way to go Ray!! Of course he has asshole to deal with there but I told him ignore them they are just jealous.They are below him and older and cant stand it.But at the same time they dont want to do what needs to be done to more up.


 Ray has always been an old soul.But man how he has changed sence being there.Hes a man.My god a man.A good man.And he will always have good things come to him.We dont get to talk much only when they go in port.And everytime he sounds more and more grown.So responsable.They are no words to discribe how I feel.Its unbelievable that at 15 when I was pregnat I had to hear shes too young that child is not gonna get what it needs.How can she raise a child when she's one herself.Well all I can say is HA!!!! My son couldnt of come out any better if I was married or a older.and what is thier excuse for there kids being drunks or on drugs and just plans troulbe makers. Just because your older doent mean you know it all or better.I may not have finished high school I may have gotten pregnat at 15 but my god I did 2 things right....MY BOYS!!!! And no one can say otherwise.I am so proud of both of them .And I can feel good about knowing when Im no longer here they will be just fine.


Mommy loves you and I'm  so very proud!!!!

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My baby becomming a man!!

Well as most of you know my son graduated high school in May and left to be in the Navy in Sept.Well he has just finished bootcamp and kicked ass...lol...I am so proud of him more than I could ever say.He is being allowed to come home for Christmas...YEAH!!!!!! I cant wait.Ive missed him so much.I know its only been 3 months but you know its like being married for 18 years and then one day thats it....they are gone.It took awhile to get used to him not being at home.It was even harder the first month or so cause he wasnt able to call OR write home.And when you are as close to someone like we are its hard.His younger brother took it really hard as well(like he'd ever admit it..lol)but it showed in his additude and school.Hell even his cat had issuses..lmao started losing her hair was grochie..more then normal.But you know something in the end it was something we all had to go through.And knowing hes making a life for himself..a damn good one at that It makes it a little easier.And he is taking such pride in being in the service That I see him doing this for a long time comming.Some of us take longer to find and do something we love and take pride in ....hell some of us never find it and for him to figure out what he wants and where he wants to go and be in life at 18 is a blessing.We can just stand by and support him in what he does and pray that he will be kept safe and will always come home.


 


 So baby if your reading this I LOVE YOU And am VERY PROUD of YOU!!!!! See you soon

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**Sick**

*Yesteday Sucked*


It Was Great Till I Went To My Mom's.


First She Told Me To Take My Dog To The Animal Shelter I Said No And Then I Had Him With Me For Three Hours Trying To Find Him A Good Home Well Noone Wanted Him So I Went Back To My Mom's Me And Cody Did. She Said She Had To Tell Josh, Amber ,And Me Something Well She Said She Went To Dr Wakham's Office And The Took Pee Samples And Said She Has Cancer Cells In Her Pee And Possibly In Her Blood Cells So That Made My Day Really Bad And On Top Of That I Had No Sleep The Night Before So Yeah I Was Crying All Day Yesterday My Life Sucks So Yeah And Then I Took Deeds To The Animal Shelter And The Women There Told Me If Noone Took Him In A Couple Of Days Then They Would Have To Put Him Down Witch Made My Day Worse So Yeah Yesterday Sucked Well That About It For This


I Love You Guys!!


Pray For My Mom..


Thanks,


Kayla Michele

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Poems

Im the poem youll never write. And sometimes i wish you cant sleep at night. The blank page in your notebook is sitting and waiting, but the idea of me is quitting and hating- the fact that you are my home. Torn and abandoned the page left alone. The hurt and the pain to me only the start. But ill always be there and eat out your heart. You wont realize im there till its a black hole in your chest. That page left alone but im unlike the rest. I am human and honest but youll never see. The "idea of you" is ideal to me. Im quitting and losing and making myself let go. Just words in your head.. But ull never know.
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*Seperated*

Everytime I see you, I get a bad vibe
Just thinkin' of someone else in between your thighs
And you thought you were slick, had tricks up your sleeve
But I'm sick of your stupid acts and I know you're tired of me
That's why I say

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That's why I say when we were together
We never turned our backs on each other
But now that we're separated
We can't stand one another

I don't wanna be with you, put that on everything I own
I can't believe I stayed around that damn long
If I never see you again, I won't be mad at all, no no
Cuz I believe that you're my downfall
You did me wrong

[2]
When were together you did me wrong
I thought you were true
You ran out of my life
And now I'm so through with you

I wanted you to be there
Right here with me, oh

[Repeat 1]
[Repeat 1]

It's really over babe
Cuz you did me wrong

[Repeat 2]

I remember when you used to sit there
I'd hold you in my arms and you would say to me
Yeah yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
(I used to rub your body and you would say to me)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
(When we were together you'd say)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
(I can hear your body say)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
(Sounds so good to me)
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

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my thought

Take me as I am or not at all!!!!

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what do you see

Why can you not see what is in your face but believe what you can not see?

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** I Swear **


I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear

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I Miss You**

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold utopian dream


You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you?

I see your picture
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know that I care
And I miss you


 

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**7 Things**

"7 Things"

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

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**Crazy/Beautiful**

Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere,
Not like I care 'cause I have got used to it,
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back,
Then I forget 'cause I've grown immune to it,
Go figure it.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

She leaves the ashtray on the bed,
She don't censor any thoughts inside her head,
She just has to get them out,
Can't shut her mouth.
She's like a song that's in my brain,
But every other lyric says my name,
And I just can't turn it off,
Can't get enough.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage and a head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

Sometimes something that is not perfect ends up being what you want,
Sometimes she lets me into places where her demons come to haunt.

She's like an angel that's corrupted and I'm hanging on to her...

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

(She's got a) Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed,
Don't regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

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**Survey**

105 Facts About Me


1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?Nope More Like Promise Ring


2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 2 Years


3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?My Birthday Present From My Mom


4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? Yes All The Damn Time


5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?I Don't Know


6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?Clothes


7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?Crackers


8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?I Am A Lesbian


9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?Dangerously In Love


10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?Manhattan,KS


11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:Nope


12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:Yes


13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:Hollister


14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:Long Jonh Silver's


15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?Nope


16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:Nope


17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:My Cousins


18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:Tish**


19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:Just A Min Ago


20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:Toco Bell


21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:I Wont Ever Do It Agian** LOL What The Fuck Ever


23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?Anywhere We Decide To Go


24. CAN YOU COOK?Yes


25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:96 Grand Dam


26. BEST KISSER:I Dont Know


27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:Last Night I Think


28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:Tuna


29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:My Eyes


30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:Everything Else


32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:4 to 11


33. FAVORITE MOVIE?The Notebook


34. CAN YOU SING?I Dont Know


35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?Nickelback


36. LAST KISS?*******


37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:Dan In Real Life


38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:Mi Cell Phone


39. FAVORITE vacation spot?Dont Know


43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:Lap Top


44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:Kat Williams


45. DO YOU SMOKE?yes


46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?With


47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:Gavin


48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?They Can If You Let Them


49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?One


50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?Both


51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:Yes


52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?I Dont Eat Eggs


53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:IDK


54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:Shelbie


55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:Shelbie


56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:Its Still Cold LOL


58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:2


59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:Clothes


60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:I Am In Love With You


61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:Grape


62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:Yes A Lil


63. CAN YOU SWIM?Yes


64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:Vannila


65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?Nope


66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:I Aint Fake


68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:Nope


69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?Fall


70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?IDK


71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?Like 7


72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:Snow


73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:I Aint Ever Had A Ticket


75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:Smoky


76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:Overrated


77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??Dont Know


78. BIRTHDATE?March 2,1990


79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:Physical Therpist


85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:Yes


87. ARE YOU SMILING?:Nope


89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?Yes


90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?Canada


92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:Nope


93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:Yes


94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?Keegan


95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:Dont Have One


96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:Nope I Dont Go


97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:Nope


98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:Nope


99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTERYes Two


100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:Yes


101. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:Nope


102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?Nope


103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?Yes


104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?Nope


105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?IDK


 

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**About Me**

**Mi Name Is Kayla**


**I Am 18 Will Be 19 March 2,2009**


**I Am Single But Talking To This Amazing Girl She's A Sweetheart**


**I Have 2 Sisters**


(Amber & Amanda)


**I Have 1 Brother**


(Josh)


**I Am The Youngest Of Three**


**I Just Moved To Manhattan,Kansas**


**I Miss My Family More Than Anything**


**My Best Friend Is Tish.. She Is The Bestest Friend I Could Ever Ask For**


**I Have A Great Personality Ever**


**I Am Down To Earth I Will Tell You What I Think About You**


**& Thats About All I Can Think About**


*<3Thanks,Kayla<3*


 

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**Sick**

*Yesteday Sucked*


It Was Great Till I Went To My Mom's.


First She Told Me To Take My Dog To The Animal Shelter I Said No And Then I Had Him With Me For Three Hours Trying To Find Him A Good Home Well Noone Wanted Him So I Went Back To My Mom's Me And Cody Did. She Said She Had To Tell Josh, Amber ,And Me Something Well She Said She Went To Dr Wakham's Office And The Took Pee Samples And Said She Has Cancer Cells In Her Pee And Possibly In Her Blood Cells So That Made My Day Really Bad And On Top Of That I Had No Sleep The Night Before So Yeah I Was Crying All Day Yesterday My Life Sucks So Yeah And Then I Took Deeds To The Animal Shelter And The Women There Told Me If Noone Took Him In A Couple Of Days Then They Would Have To Put Him Down Witch Made My Day Worse So Yeah Yesterday Sucked Well That About It For This


I Love You Guys!!


Pray For My Mom..


Thanks,


Kayla Michele

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*Seperated*

Everytime I see you, I get a bad vibe
Just thinkin' of someone else in between your thighs
And you thought you were slick, had tricks up your sleeve
But I'm sick of your stupid acts and I know you're tired of me
That's why I say

[1]
That's why I say when we were together
We never turned our backs on each other
But now that we're separated
We can't stand one another

I don't wanna be with you, put that on everything I own
I can't believe I stayed around that damn long
If I never see you again, I won't be mad at all, no no
Cuz I believe that you're my downfall
You did me wrong

[2]
When were together you did me wrong
I thought you were true
You ran out of my life
And now I'm so through with you

I wanted you to be there
Right here with me, oh

[Repeat 1]
[Repeat 1]

It's really over babe
Cuz you did me wrong

[Repeat 2]

I remember when you used to sit there
I'd hold you in my arms and you would say to me
Yeah yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
(I used to rub your body and you would say to me)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
(When we were together you'd say)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
(I can hear your body say)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
(Sounds so good to me)
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

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** I Swear **


I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear

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I Miss You**

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold utopian dream


You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you?

I see your picture
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know that I care
And I miss you


 

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**7 Things**

"7 Things"

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

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**Crazy/Beautiful**

Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere,
Not like I care 'cause I have got used to it,
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back,
Then I forget 'cause I've grown immune to it,
Go figure it.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

She leaves the ashtray on the bed,
She don't censor any thoughts inside her head,
She just has to get them out,
Can't shut her mouth.
She's like a song that's in my brain,
But every other lyric says my name,
And I just can't turn it off,
Can't get enough.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage and a head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

Sometimes something that is not perfect ends up being what you want,
Sometimes she lets me into places where her demons come to haunt.

She's like an angel that's corrupted and I'm hanging on to her...

Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

(She's got a) Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed,
Don't regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

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